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you said No, this isn't your intentions painted on a mask,
( I can’t tell who) is staring back at me
Actors to your marks let's start again, I can’t decide how it will end
(I can't think of a fitting end)
Nothing’s precious but wait, every single step I take I’m looking for a new escape.
No, don’t say I’m still the same.
Save my soul, (dont say my name)
I’ve tasted everything.
Your gaze, your touch, yet I'm still in my grave.
Cross stitch through my head, poor patchwork
Pull the thread, there’s still the same blame
No substance can change,
I can’t Save my soul.
I've taken every drink in hopes that i, can cleanse my thoughts,
Please don't let me... make this mistake
If all I wanted was Death, then I would fall in love
But I need a dead end and a live wire
Like i need a hole in my (thats enough)
You make a drunk want another round
Pouring gas on the fire
I try to make it hurt
You try to make me a liar
Take it or leave it
Please don't say, I can't change.
Hold my head, cross the line, help me feel content.
so
Now we’re both trapped in the movement, you scream my name, i say we’re better off as just empty vessels,
we won't make it out if we throw it all away.
So close your eyes and...
Say your prayers
Its not enough to stay warm
I want to burn in the flame
This sense of life will fade away.
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All our failures are stars, all precious and always known.
You’ll still try to stomp out the brightest, but somethings gotta give.
All the guilt inside us, every touch and every kiss.
I'm still singing your praise in the end
I’m still singing your praise in the end.
Silence every wishful longing for the past and possibilities left in my heart.
Live with your sacrifice, now that it's over. Bury me in your head and tear me apart while your heart pulls the strings.
A poem that never ends, words that keep bleeding, voices that reprimand. I’ll take all your pain just to make you feel safe.
well we were trudging through misery with our sense of romance,
So we’ll bury our pain, so please just kiss me.
this concept of innocence, please just save me again.
this concept of innocence, will you burn it all?
Separate, sever the ties,
keep searching
for our empathy
Separate, sever the ties
So I
See the stars in your eyes
I see the stars in your eyes
I see the stars in your…. eyes
It just hurts to
Relive everything
Lips locked then lost to time.
Poem that never ends, words that keep bleeding, voices that reprimand..
I’ll take all your pain just to make you feel safe.
Please don't close your eyes, (the) sky shines with regrets and harmony, left with words unsaid
All our failures are stars, all precious and always known.
I’m still singing your praise in the end,
I'm still singing your praise in the end.
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Strangers held so close, cherish while we can
Replace my name, we’ve fallen out of grace
Believe every waking lie till angels say goodbye.
Don’t confess, our halo’s faded
Betray the coveted, you still entice and have a taste for every solemn gaze we say by name and the tension tastes sweet.
Map out the harmony, and yet the song is still unsung.
You lay…
eyes wide shut
Take my hand like it’s the only thing worth reaching for
Place the blame you’re not the only one whose bleeding
You’re pacing just wasting time
It's a remorseless act
A brand new interaction
Pray to ourselves, no God.
Strangers held so close, cherish while we can
Save your breath your voice is growing faint
Believe every waking lie till angels say goodbye.
Just Pace yourself the passion’s fading
We won't be interlocked in the end
Que sera, what's bloomed from lust, our siren’s now silent,
oh the songs we sang, now they’re gone.
Say you you’ll never go
Fade away, but I can still feel your touch
Say you won't go back
Take my hand like it’s the only thing worth reaching for
Place the blame you’re not the only one whose bleeding
You’re pacing just wasting time
It's a remorseless act
I always got this impression.
My conscience is killing time
but there’s a part of me
That’s pleading
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Cut through me, with good intention.
safe disdain, claws are coming out.
Can't stop their righteous gain, don’t you want to be “saved”?
Precious thought, no contest, step out right or test their patience.
and they’ll come still bearing down, so bite their hand and scream out.
Oh
snap the chains and breath, stand for everything (you love),
Reclaim your fate, those hollow hearts that keep calling to end the beauty (are you listening?)
of self expression instilled in ourselves.
So bleed your substance until the end.
This Life Is such a merryly game, but they play only by their rules
No I’m not perfect neither are you
Just do what I’m told?
I cannot pursue
Cause I am my own and living my truth
We never granted
We sever the losses
Yeah
Anyone could be anything they desire
Keep climbing and go beyond
All the voice that fuel the fire
I wish that i listened sooner
The pressure was getting higher
No way can I keep intentions
For those never
Saving me
Break down the walls, everything
Dismantle pain
Show your strength
Anyone could anything
Play for keeps
This is my virtue, my belief
Break down the walls, everything
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bird in a cage, lock it up and forget about
saving yourself, an excuse for your nihilism,
free from the bind
your existence is still a prison
bird in a cage, lock it up.
cross every threshold, i'll just stare down you won’t look away
I'll run at any second, break it down, fade away, repeat it.
I can’t swallow hope, retract my solace I can’t stand the fray
I’ll separate everything.
so I’m running to drown in something new.
This breath won’t start again.
I’m so damn sorry this was never,
(when its over now)
my plan
(nothings left for you here)
As the sun sets, your ember still burns
bite your tongue, make sure this is what you want. It’s over I’m over, the way that you lie straight through your teeth. I’m overcome, by the way you chose to speak. It’s over I’m over the words that will take a part of me, it’s the last time.
oh god, when its over nothings left for…
I can’t stand there knowing that you’ll still care,
please don’t stop me, my conscious still can't quel this storm,
Its over, talk to me
Why can't I break the cage? escape my heart
Ready set run away, oh my hollow chest. Oh don’t forsake me.
“Think of what we had, (will you follow me back to there?) look at what you caused, will you take it all back when I go?”
When I go, would you follow me back to the place that this all started? When I go, would you follow me back to the place that we once haunted?
(I never wanted to know, that I’ve been set up to fall)
Take back your safety, I don't deserve your grace.
Take back your safety, your embrace
Take back your safety, I don't deserve your grace
Please don't let me go
stay still, bird in a cage,
your so safe
stay still, bird in a cage in my heart.
brace the storm, within myself.
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This was my grand solution, just to set the blame.
I saw it devour everything. So I took anything.
Cleanse my blood, it's what the poison brings,
Cause I can't escape.
Sequestered memories hidden in the haze, another person has come to play, please stop me again .
Watch me separate
Cross out my name this disease is a part of me
Try remembering
Retracing steps, turn around and take in all the Pain
i’m not worth it
Say I'm not worth it
It's the fallout of numbing this
There's no reversing it
I sent myself going round the bend cause the walls are caving in, oh, I think I took too much, (please) stop breathing.
Cross out everything I can, take it all to just not feel.
Lace my blood with wine, it will take every part of me, take every part of me
Don’t wait, cause I know this ends.
Just leave now
Watch me separate
Cross out my name this disease is a part of me
Try remembering
Retracing steps, turn around and take in all the Pain
I’m not worth it
Say I'm not worth it
I’ve given it all to the bitter taste
Let me drown in this.
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Don’t fly away, it’s your ascension that’s a tragedy, so take a breath and clip your wings. Will you be safe? Do you mean it?
Oh “Icarus” , your solace burned too bright
Bury yourself, I’ve seen the pain in our eyes,
Don't face yourself, its the cost of letting go
It’s time to turn away, you’re burning down with everything you love
I’ve seen the scars that we both entrusted
Don't cover them
You know we both took them as reminders
I’ve held the thread that they sewed into my flesh
It's not that you didn't try hard enough
It's just falling apart
I've lost the hope that they grafted to my head, tear my flesh to say goodbye to tragic threads, that they have draped over you.
.I'm just not sold on oh so graceful end, are you with me? Weighed down by the story.
Im lost as witness to the tale, cause it never made sense to me, will they talk about it
When its all over now?
A bitter taste,
don't waste away, just breath. .
What do we have to say? burn out just like a moth to a flame
Just to say that we had a chance
Did you forget about consequence?
Turn your back to the problem and pretend that you wanted this.
Take what you say and free fall away
So make your choice
Take what you say, and throw it in my face, .
It's your fire
Eaten alive, torn from the inside, held by the thread, we’re still falling out of sync with fate.
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In this moment, im cut right to the core
Cause i'm at war with mine, i can't stop crumbling
Look at me look at me now, with my back against the wall
Don't give in, try to find the balance
The relapse is killing me
no, take a breath and cave in, you’re weathered from the storm.
Oh what a life, I didn't mean it.
I'm torn in every way, I'm left frayed and so tired.
And most will never see the parts it takes from me,
Feel the pain with every breath, I feel the pain with every breath.
How can I cope when it's me that's the problem? There's no escape from yourself
I know, I'm the substance, that i tear apart
Inside me, lost with no control
In this moment, im cut right to the core
Cause i'm at war with mine, i can't stop crumbling
Look at me look at me now, with my back against the wall
Don't give in, try to find the balance
The relapse is killing me
So hide me away, hide me away
Cast out everything i know so that I can
Take all the blame, take all the blame
They wont even miss me at all
This is every thought inside,
i can't stop to think, its corrupting me
Cross out everything
I'm at war with the source of my consciousness, how can I survive?
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One left to take, I’m at the edge “you’ve got yourself to blame”
Who can stop me? Who? Me?
I watched the world dissolve to black, just wait thats the concept.
You say “I can’t stop baby” the walls came crashing down”
And with the implication, I’m sinking.
Lose the sense of yourself
(shed your reason)
(you need it)
Don't lose track
( of the journey,)
But the path is now gone
GONE
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The Peace in Disillusion
01:34
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You said don't look surprised, I said its all the same.
I'm writing this for you to remember me.
All this time, lost to the patience of the hope we would burnout alone.
We say we always knew, that bleeding hearts can't sink forever and so we say move on.
Wasting my time, you’ve had it all along, back and forth and back forth you’re okay
Close your eyes and don't think twice, we’re moving back and forth you’re okay, back and forth back and forth.
Oh god, with every whisper, I cant resuscitate,
I know, with the blood left around you, you can, give in and fucking taste it.
Crave the lust though misery, just to breathe some life in.
through your conflict with yourself, find solace in someone else.
I’ll put that ink on that paper like the blood that a renders my heart persistent, so that the taste of our lips wont haunts your thoughts.
Say something, not this time
This is my faded memory of lies,
that we trusted to us.
It’s the last, parting gaze.
We say we always knew there was no promise of forever, and so we say move on.
Back away, don't look back, nothing lasts
Wasting my time, you’ve had it all along, back and forth and back forth you’re okay
Close your eyes and don't think twice, we’re moving back and forth you’re okay, back and forth back and forth.
Retract the christened and all
by the way, there’s something left, bury your heart with ME
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Shed your second skin, it was always too much for you
Let the poison in, you crave the pain and lose control
If the body aches, your mind might drift away for a long time
Is it asking too much for one last taste when seeking shelter
Will this last all night
Pretend that nothing happened
I won't make it through this time
When It called out so sweetly
I’ve embraced the veil so
Don't cry, when i say
Angel, I don't hear you.
Glistening, it's the same solace in my veins
The cherubs are singing, my vision is blurring,
oh please take me on your wings.
One last chance for us to replace all these things that take ahold
So survive, hold on till the end
Take it all back tonight i never wished for you to see me like this
Sunk in the blissful agony
I won’t make you choose
Don't give up
I can hear the calling me, I can hear them calling me home
Fly home like a wounded dove, the way you say goodnight,
oh it takes the life from me
Cause i'm tired of feeling useless, and I’m scared of doing this again
I’ve given all that was left of me,
I can hear them calling me home
I’ve seen the pain in your eyes, don't let me bring you down here too
It was always too much for you
You know we’ve tried everything but I'm still lost at sea.
It was always too much for you
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